mind-time-travel

i used to want to try to write
now i think it is a waste of time
who cares about my mind
my thoughts, myself
it does not matter
i try to push away anything creative
i have no time for it
it benefits no one and nothing
i'm too dumb for stories
it's true i'm a waste of space
without being told
a terrible thing
that will be glad to be gone
some day